Did she know...

Late Night talks... Wake up calls...
She made my day and night...
For those days I missed none nor gained any...
She was indeed my support during distress..

We walked side by side... Remade our destinies together..
We made time for each other...
For don't know why we started running short of time...
24hrs was short for a day... so was for a life time...

Never thought life to take sharp turns...
Small fights were forgotten for we had a life to fight...
Time was forgotten for we had a life to live...
But one fine day she felt we had no time to live...
and that's where it all started..

I know I loved her, but then I had to move on...
World is fast and I need to catch up...
I cant cry for a lost love nor can I wait for things to change..
I just wanted her to know... You meant lot to me..

Now if you feel sorry... Now if you want to turn back..
I am sorry... for I have learned to live a life without you...
Once the three letters of you made me stand up to you...
But now it just brings me a smile and tends to give a hug of friendship...

Today you are elsewhere so am I...
We need to move on for there are people depended on us..
Lets make them happy and never be regretted...
As Life is once, we lived our lives for every moment with you I cherish..

Wake up for a new day...
Wake up to change your past...
We are born for a reason...
Lets be just to the reason...
Did she know how much I loved her...?

Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani...

I once thought God was mean...
When I lost, I thought he never cared...
I moved on in Life, with regrets...
With a feeling that God never cared...

Today when I turn back to see my life..
I see that more than short falls I find blessings..
I just thought them to be coincidence...
Never thought it to be the blessings of God..

After so long, when I started spending time on thoughts...
I pulled up myself.. I realized that its God who drove me..
In life when I did things without my knowledge..
And when it turned Right... I took credit...

But when it went wrong.. I blamed lord...
Not knowing he was the one who drove me...

I have nothing to boast... Its his blessings that made me stand up..
For he gave me parents to be with...
He gave me few good friends...
He gave me things what he thought would help me win..
I learned things from life... The best I learned through my falls...

If I asked God, "why me...?" I am not sorry...
For its those words that bought joy in my life..
He built strength in me and drove me forward..
Even Christ cried "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
And died for the reason to save mankind...

Today when I cry "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
I save none... But I save my soul...
It lets me think positive...
For now I am happy... tomorrow is a secret..
But I know, Lord would never let me down..
For I am His SON...

"Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..." are words for him to find me..
For I am the Lost Son of God..