That night with you and me...

The night was bathed in moonlight,
Music of silence was heard loud.
Here we stood in the midst of nowhere,
Just me and her, bound in love and trust.

I moved closer to take her arms in mine.
I felt her palm cold in shiver.
I touched her lips and saw her tremble.
I felt her breath warm and sweet.

Tonight my soul was to be freed,
The sorrows and pain were to flee.
I now heard the birds sing,
The song of blessing were heard loud.

I touched her lips, now dry and cold,
My lips had longed for this day,
The day for us to be bound in love and trust.
Our souls were pure, off from lust bound in love.

Rain's Kiss brings blossom,
Early Sun's Kiss brings Life and Beauty,
Yet my Lips thirsts for your kiss,
It brings meaning and spirit to my life.

Let the beauty of your lips shine on mine.
Let your touch adore my body,
Let your trust jewel my soul.
Here I see your dimples in shadows.

Your eyes spoke to me everything you wanted,
Your nasal line brushed mine.

(To be continued...)

Intoxicated...

Left in my room with moments joy,

I wait holding the gadget,

A gadget that helped me see her,

A gadget that spoke her heart.

I spoke the words that came from heart,

What stopped her is a mystery.

Is it love or does she feel I am her friend.

I rejoice for I have her...

But the joy was short lived,

The words that once soothed, now hurts.

I have feelings for I am human.

I feel you from a distance unknown.

When you turned around,

I prayed to lord for your joy.

Now you blame me for a reason unknown.

Can I not be the reason of joy?

I deserve respect, a dignity,

Which I believe is my right so is yours.

Man or Woman deserves respect,

A heart intoxicated.

Face may hide your pains,

Thoughts might gift you pain.

Your intoxicated smile

Whispers to my ears...

Wherever you are...

Whoever stays by you...

Your smile is intoxicated...

Don’t let them be washed by toxins...

Let the immortal die...

Oh lord! I see men fight for power
Men kill men for glory.
Men die for love.
Still man long to live.
A life to kill and hurt.

Oh lord! shut your ears,
for their prayers should be unanswered.
Men starve for love and food,
Here he stands to kill,
with a prayer to save his soul.

Oh lord! Give me strength to strike,
Born immortal is my curse.
Let the immortal die, For I am in grief.
Seen my dear ones part,
I see no mercy, I see no love.

Can you smile when she cries?

Born in a nation with beauty,
I never knew what my nation stood for.
The moments of joy and glory,
Were the gifts I gained from the host.

Years later I saw my nation,
A nation that had promises undead.
Now living in the nation with pain,
A pain that can be healed only by its kids.

Tonight I weep, for my nation suffers,
With many of its men being brutal.
I came back for my nation,
With a hope to repay my nation.

Gained a little, but seen many.
Many who stood for the nation,
Died young for they loved us.
We see none but see ourselves.

Some see the enemy within,
to wage a war against our brothers..
Can we stand up, can we not call out,
The names of the men who made us proud

Tonight I see my nation stay bowed,
For her children betrayed her.
Her love is no more felt,
Wake up for this is our love.

Wake up all lovers, for she is your love.
Wake up all looser, for she will bring glory.
Wake up all men, for she made your life.
Stand up for a nation that bought you up.

I stay alone, with a hope to change,
Change the nation where I live.
The nation for whom all my world revolved.
Can you smile when she cries?

For I can sing no more....

Once I heard my voice echo,
It pleaded for mercy.
I shouted back for I hated mercy.
I heard my voice plead.

Blend with pain, my voice moaned,
It had request and words to please.
Days of joy and freedom was felt no more,
For things have changed and here I stand.

Friend was a thought, a theory unproved.
In a city where people greed
Had no stories of friendship.
Things moved and words of fury did breed.

For life is long and things change,
some bonds break for not to unite.
Some bonds break for a hope to unite.
And some break just to strengthen.

I can sing no more, for my throat is dry.
The mercy was taken, grace was forbidden
The thought of a friend scares me more,
For now I live with a hope to move.

Life won't stop for it has a pace,
If you win it's your fate.
If you loose the ones close would moan,
For I can sing no more....

What did I gain Oh Lord?

Born with the silver spoon,
I had little to moan.
Saw the pain of people around
And I knew one day I would cry.
The cry of pain and thirst for survival.

Years had passed and I saw things change,
The smell of favorite cuisines tickled my nose.
I turned around for I was born to rule,
Not to drool on someone Else's food.
Things have changed, changes I can't stand

The thought to live, the thought to win,
drove me to distances I never dreamed of.
The paths I traveled had stains of blood,
I turned around and realized bleeding feet.
Now I stand high with thanks to God.

I have heard of the nature to support,
I have heard of God who bless mankind.
I have seen people help the weak.
Now I stretch out my hand,
The hand that once pleaded mercy is now offering.

I have lost worth, but gained the best,
Things have changed and have settled my unrest mind,
But the loss of my naughty girl shudders me,
A Sister who changed my life stands away.
When things have changed the pain still remain.

Yes Lord, being your follower I sinned,
I loved her more than you,
Won't it be forgiven for its love you taught.
Can I not stand up for her?
Let the loss of my life be balanced.

Is it the wealth and joy I gained?
What is joy without the ones whom I love?
I can see my Sister but can't have her,
I can see my Love, the love who can never accept me
What did I gain Oh Lord?

A friend so loving...

Back in 4th grade I met her,

Those days were of innocence

for we were young and naughty

I still remember her in pink frock

The day when she celebrated her Birthday

Born to my forefathers kin,

I cared for her and loved her.

For her I was a stranger

and a stupid spoilt child,

Who was a born lover...

Years did pass and we got close,

the more I went away the more was I pulled,

We got closer, more closer that gelled our hearts,

Now is the time to think about future,

can we unite our souls?

We did live our lives just,

I lived a life with friends, friends and more friends.

But hers was a life that just had me.

Am I to care for, am I to tell her my love.

lets live our lives to the fullest.

We smiled, we teased, we taunted,

We hurt, we ran our races.

But beneath we were bound with the care and love,

A love and care unexplained,

For the forces seemed strange and invisible.

How lame a divorce can be...

The world seemed to strangle us,
I stood in the hallway of the court for mercy.
None seemed to show mercy,
For we were blamed for our lives.

I looked at my girl who hugged me hard,
She had her Mother's features.
How could she forget our girl,
for she was the gift of our love.

I looked at the lady whom I had made part of my life,
She stood with her family at a distance,
Though the distance seemed few meters,
Our hearts were strangely apart.

A divorce was what she wanted,
for she always felt that I had no time for her,
A girl whom when I invited to my life,
took her to be granted.

We were one and so I lived for her.
Until I had greater promises from work.
Career came prior sometime
Not knowing what I was loosing I moved.

One day the work seemed less
and there I took a cab home.
The door of my home was close,

I opened the door with my spare key.

I walked into my room and stretched out,

There lay a note on the dressing table.

"I amd leaving for I cant live more with you,

Your daughter is with your sister."

The reason seemed lame,

for a divorce on a topic was dumb.

I have my daughter and now

here I stand with my soul in my hand...

Cant the world be of the pure and good?

The night seemed to cry,
The wind blew hard drawing my curtains apart,
I felt great for the night was now cool
I hoped for a sound sleep.

Never thought to be disturbed,
for I had a nightmare.
Something that I couldn't explain
and I woke up and waited for dawn

I saw my bike being hit hard
there was a chapel, the one near my Brother's home.
What is it got to do,
for it was just me who met with the accident

Didn't know how the nightmare had cast it's spell
Instead of a day with hope,
I started my day disturbed.
Not knowing the actual reason

The news came in few hours,
My dearest Brother had met his death,
A death that drained me,
A death that strangled me.

I wished it was a wrong info,
Spoke to my Mom and I heard her weep.
Dad who was strong, rushed to his home,
The news wasn't fake, I have lost my Bro...

I probably realized the care of a Bro through him,
Being at a distance he soothed my pain,
I had little to speak for his smile would heal,
I had lot to share and now I stand alone.

Whom would I call for comfort,
Whom would I smile when I am at church,
Whom would I tease forgetting my flaws,
Wish I had him beside...

God, I know things happen for good,
Can you tell me one good reason 4 his parting.
Is the world meant for the sinners like me?
Cant the world be of the pure and good?

With unseen joy, unseen glory,
He bid good bye, to a world that love him.
Death for the dead would be a comfort,
but for the world he gifts pain.

Martin Chetta... Loved you and will always love you Chetta...

"What did you do for us?"

The room was dark but cozy,
The room smelled good with her fragrance,
I stretched for I had nothing to do,
She sat beside and turned around.

Now its a break from work
for there was a power failure,
I saw her face in the glow of monitor,
She smiled and we spoke about our past.

Having a Major in my life she asked,
From all the people who had moved out your life,
whom would you long to return.
She was already with me so it wasn't she..

Had lived few years with a naughty girl,
A girl for whom I felt living my life wasn't wrong.
Living for a girl friend would be sick,
But I had lived with my Sister...

Few know the reason for why I am here,
Few know what I had done for few lives,
But people tend to forget the meaning of life,
We live lives hoping everything around is right.

"What did you do for us?"
A question that bothered me for the past few years
I am bad at accounting both in Commerce and in life,
Living for your life needs no accounting.

Now is the time to move on,
But every moment I am reminded,
Reminded of a girl to whom I made promises,
A girl who once said there are relations stronger than blood.

Now I see the promises shattered,
We are living in our spheres,
The spheres which would never meet,
The days are long and disturbing...

Curse of an Angel

I dread the long streets with hope,
Hoped a new Sun to rise.
I remembered my promises
The ones I made to my dear ones...

Now I walk away from all
For I felt I had lost my destiny
My future seemed unclear
My clothes are rugged...

The long run had its toil on me
A moments stop with my girl
is all what I remember to comfort
Why does she live a lie...

Some live in truth,
some live in lie cos of fear,
She curses her for her state..
For an angel's curse is never devastating

An Angel's curse is short lived
An Angel is spoilt in his love,
Get up, we have lot to dread
and you have lost your angel...

Without a Guardian I walk
Self defense is all what I have to stop crying
I can move on, but can I ever forget her?
Life's ends don't seem to meet
For An Angel has cursed...

Yes! Yes...! I am not alone...

Yes I cried loud alone,
Guess I was all alone
I was lost in my thoughts
Was I ever a looser..

Then I met this girl
In a pub with my friend
She was alone with a beer
I stepped up said my name

Oh! Do I know you?
No! No! No! I am just a bearer
Here to deliver an order.
Guess you are at the wrong table

Well, I might be but I have a smile for you
She said, Oh God not again,
I said lets step out and talk,
She came out and cried on me...

Oh God, how can comfort her,
Can she see my heart bleed..
The days that followed blinded us in love
Now I know... "we are alone..."
Yes! Yes...! I am not alone...

I need your miscalls....?

Up in my room I sat with my Laptop
I heard my landline ring...
Mom answered, for I was sure it wasn't for me
My Cellphone was idle for days...

I wished my phone to glow,
But it only glowed when I put it on charge.
Days were all boring,
For it's all silence that I hear around

The voice of silence scare me,
for it has no life and no promise.
I sat the whole day typing
messages for her..

I typed a message and saved it in my cell,
my last message to let her know my love.
We are friends and we stayed by,
The more we stood the more I loved.

Now I wait for her miscalls,
For once I told her,
When you realize you are alive give a miscall
When you know you are dying give a miscall
For I will come along with you to the life after

A miscall makes me think of you,
A message tells me your thought,
Your pics make me nostalgic
The silence around tells me I need you..

Today you have found your love,
when you walked out of my life,
I dint stop for I cared for your happiness.
But I need your miscalls...

It breaks the silence and tells me
"Your friend remembers you...
Cheer up for she is still there as your friend"
Be happy for I will sacrifice my happiness for you..
I just need your miscalls...

My Sister from another Mother n Father

From my childhood
I longed for a Sister,
Years later God blessed me.
He blessed me with a sister
A Sister from another Mother n Father

At school many identified
us to be the same blood
God, you did bless me with the best moments
Time did pass by n we lived our lives
with a strong bond and blessed by God...

I lost my Sister for we did become someone's envy
Being the eldest I pulled her back
Everything seemed well
Until our relation was again put on test
I cried this time for I was sure to loose

Years had I lived alone,
Now when things have changed
I stand helpless, for I see her stand away
I could again pull her back
But now I won't, for I should keep her happy

Let she hate me,
Let she not understand,
One day when I am gone she would know my li'l secret
And then I don't want her to cry
For I had only longed for her joy

Years later I saw her again at a college,
Like always I felt her presence,
I saw my blood pass by,
She brushed the wind and went past
God was I wrong?

I stepped into the corridor
Hoping her to turn around,
For her movements were swift
I smiled and prayed with a tear in my eyes
"God bless her for she is my blood
My Sister from another Mother n Father"

For your Dad once lived a lie..

Everyday was a new day
For I was an optimist
Every girl I met were sweet
For they had a sweet heart
I didn't know when I fell in real love

I walked miles and years passed,
I am back to square one with a girl beside
Who is she? for I had to find an answer
Was she my friend for whom I stayed by?
I knew I loved her but didn't know she was my life

Days passed by with her beside
She stood at a distance to which I stretched out
I wave my hands in vague with a hope to touch her
I can see her. I cant reach her..
She stayed away like a mirage.

Once she was close and then I opened up my heart
For then she took me light but I stayed firm
With all that I did, I walked by holding our 9 years
I had a chance to tell her again what she was to me...
But this time she had to speak about her love

My words of love was breezed off,
The moving pictures did lie
For I had told my love but lost it in due
I made her smile, I made her laugh
For her I was a friend...

I told her the truths,
Never thought to loose her..
Now I stand with a Lady,
Whom you call Mother
What should I call her Son...?

For the love of my life was once..
For whom I kept away my joy...
For whom I quit my daily fag..
She had moved on with a stranger..
Now I am with your Mom

You called me Dad and called me your hero
For I was a looser in Love
But that should never happen with you
For you are my Son who should change things
For your Dad once lived a lie..

"That Uncle once proposed me..."

I woke up one day and wished myself a good day,
I smiled and thanked God for a new day
I smiled and prayed to lord...
Oh God, I have nothing to pray for
Bless her for I know she needs you more than me...

I miss her, but she don't...
I have heard, one should speak out your love
What did I do wrong, for she laughs at my love..
I lived with a hope that she would return one day..
Now the hopes are blown in wind.

To whom shall I compare her,
For there is nothing better than her..
I can't die for I would be a looser
Now I have her within a distance
Every moment with her seems blessed...

God, wish the time don't pass,
I know my prayer is in vain,
For I am Kane and she has her love
I stand here holding my hands open,
For I know she will need me once...

Time heals all pain and when she needs me,
Will I be there? Will I love her then?
To die one day is my destiny...
To die with her would be my luck...
To forget her a moment is my failure...

Cry not my dear, for I am there beside,
For I have heard a true friend stays in life like a shadow.
Let your life be blessed for my prayers would keep you happy,
Let your love value you more like a gem,
For one day you might tell your kids
"That Uncle once proposed me..."

I am a friend whom you can cry on,
I am a friend whom you can be you,
I am a friend who can make you smile,
I am a friend who will be your friend,
For you have a love and a destiny to be set.

I will have a share for you in my heart
For a room occupied can never be vacated.
And when you read this,
Do smile for I want you to be happy,
For this is a song sang to entertain.

Lets be the change we always wanted...

Woke up in the middle of the night...
And I blamed the Power department...
For I lost my sleep due to power failure...

Early in the morning I woke up to read paper...
But the news upset me...
For I blamed again the corrupt Politics...

Got out on the streets in my Bird...
Drove hard to office due to traffic and poor roads...
Still I made it to Office and blamed the Government...

Back to home I saw a Man on street...
He took stale bread from the bins and had it full...
For he had nothing to care and nothing to worry...

I saw my kid throw away his left over food...
and I showed him the man who knew the value of food...
He searched his bag, took out a chocolate and gave it to the man...

For a moment I lost myself in thoughts...
Wasn't my son a change...
We blame the nation... Do we step up to change things around..

Who is to blame for the system..
If I can't be a change, why blame the system...
If you can't support why pull down people who act...

Wake up.. for what we have today is left over of yesterday...
Let's be the change and secure the future of our kids...
For if we can't change the world... The wound shall not be healed..
Step out and walk into people... For let's be the change we always wanted...

Sister...

I woke up in the morning and saw my Grandpa hurry,
Let's go son... Mom is waiting for you..
I rubbed my eyes and held his arms and walked out...
For while we drove he said, "You will have a surprise..."
I was worried for I knew not were my Mom was...

We reached a place where I saw all sick...
I saw White coats moving...
I stayed calm for I was with my Grandpa..
We walked away into a room where I saw my Mom lay..

I saw a tiny winy baby beside my Mom...
She called me and said..
Here is your Sister I promised...
She was the one for whom I waited...

I have seen Roger play and fight with Rachelle,
I have seen Neeta sing a song for Roney..
But she is a baby... How can she even play with me...
I didn't ask for a baby... I wanted someone to play with...

Years passed, now when I wake up I want to hear her...
When I want her beside I have her away...
I did stand by for all her needs...
For we never knew how much we loved each other..

Ask a person who has no sister to know her value..
She is one who lightens up a family...
She makes one forget all the troubles...
For she loves and takes care of all like her self...

It's painful to sacrifice ones joy for someone...
It's even more painful to sacrifice it for someone who doesn't realize..
I have lived a life for her, smiled for her..
Cried for her and have stood by her...

Now things have changed... We live apart for she has different life..
And so do I live a different life...
Some relations are tested by time...
She was a gem that got polished and now she shines...
And has moved on with a new life...

Years have passed and we speak on phone and mail...
We lived for our loves and forgot our blood...
The world is fast, but never thought it to change a relation..
For today I know the value of Sister for I have none...

For We won the race together...

Day is bright and I hear the birds sing,
Wish I could step out and sing with the birds,
I can hear people around,
The air around is heavy,
I hear the siren from the nearby factory..

I wish to get up and walk towards my love,
For she lay on the next bed waiting for our kids to part,
My eldest son took all out leaving us together for sometime,
I stretched my hands and reached for hers,
It was cold and our hands shivered...

Our destinies were written ages ago,
Back in school I remember the way we rocked,
I longed for every new day for I could meet her,
We were friends who lived in our on spheres,
And one day she said to the rest that I was her best friend...

We stayed as good friends and smiled from hearts,
It took me time to realize my feelings for her,
For I had never been in love and lived life of a friend.
It was time for us to leave school and we parted for good
I moved out and she lived home...

Life felt arid and empty without her...
For the first time I missed her and longed for her...
Her smile won hearts and eyes spoke...
My smile was handicapped for I had one dimple,
I moved from one to another to find her...

Every girl I met were sweet, but I tried to find her...
Years passed and my feelings got strong..
I had to tell her my love for I was scared to loose her..
Oh God, for I believe in Christ and she believe in Krishna..
But hearts believe in love for all Gods are love...

She worked hard and made a fortune,
For I struggled to win my bread...
But I knew I could fulfill all her dreams...
For I had will, health and God...
I thought for days and planned to speak out...

Dear, you were my strength... You are my friend...
For you know I work hard... But you don't know why...
Its time to let you know for all my hard work was to see you happy..
To live a life alone would be hard... And to live a life for others is even hard..
If I were to die tomorrow I have no regrets for I have told you my love...

The days that followed was long for we had no clue on life...
She spoke nothing... and the days got long...
One day she called and planned to meet out...
We had no plans to break our parents for all trusted us...
We decided to move on and speak to them...

She was smart, she was quick...
She won my parents and now it was my turn...
I am a man but feared of loosing her...
I stepped to her parents for they took me in...
Did they know I was to break their hearts...

I lived a life alone for I had no siblings...
I don't know the pain of a Brother or a Sister while parting...
I am neither a Father nor a Mother to know the pain of parting their daughter...
But I am a Son who lived his life just and has love to share...
I want the love of a Sister and the love of my In-Laws...
"Can I marry your daughter...?"

For the room was silent... I heard the clock tick...
I heard my heart thump... For I asked a Dad and Mom their love..
The wind didn't blow and the air got hot..
For her Dad said "She has grown... But she is still our gem...
We bought her happiness and gave her love. Can you give her more love...?"

Now we are here holding our hands out...
We had three and they had six to total...
For our love did bear fruits...
Never did I let her cry... Never had she complained...
I took her in my heart not to my home..

It wasn't our bodies that united but we united our souls,
Our kids grew up strong and they made us proud...
We won the race... For we were good parents...
We were good grandparents... and we lived in God...
For our destiny was written by God...

A bright light filled my room...
I can see Krishna and Christ...
Our time has come... we tightened our grips...
And the Gods smiled and took us along...
We lived together and we will live together
in a world unknown... We won the race together....

Her First smile....

We lived a life compromising...
For I knew she was my better half...
We longed for our life to get better...
Every moment of our life brought excitement...

Now an year has passed and I stand out with she in Labor..
I wish to take her pain.. But its a girl's destiny..
For I know that she would forget her pain when she sees our soul..
I stand near the doorway holding a rosary...
God, thanks for the moment of joy and pain...

I saw the Nurses rush in, those were the moments that scared me...
Now I see the Doctor step out into the hallway...
He heads to me with no smile and asked me...
"Baby or your Wife...?"
Oh God... let this time pass by...

She was there through my ups and downs...
Now she is waiting to deliver me our hopes and love..
The Baby within has not seen the world..
The Baby's destiny now rests with me...
I told... "Both... for they are the ones I have in this world..."

I see him turn around with a smile...
For he was sure to save one...
After a while I saw him step out into the hall way...
You have your world and your soul back... It's a Baby Girl...

I felt tears rolling down my cheek... I had no one to hug...
I held the rosary close and tight and thanked my Lord...
Hours later I saw her on the bed and my kid in incubator..
I walked first to my girl for she stepped into my life with trust...

I held her arms and thanked for making our life special...
For then I kissed her... It was salty for the toil and pain she had been through..
I see the tears of joy roll down her cheek...
Now I stepped out to see my baby...

She lay in the incubator for her birth was a miracle...
She had tubes to help her survive...
She lay still and then moved her arms...
Her eyes closed and talking to angels she lay...

Months have passed... now she is between us..
Growing up in love and protection of her parents..
She seemed to have realized her Dad
For everyday I spoke to her in the womb...

Her skin was tender and needed care...
Now I see her lips try to talk...
She cries and calls out Mom to feed...
One day she smiled speaking her first word, "Dada..."

I had mixed feelings for me and my soul were all alone
We had no one to share our joys in this part of world..
I took her in my arms and kissed my love..
For the blessing of Lord was delivered by my Love...
Oh Lord... I never believed my life to change for her smile is magical...

I hear the shutter noise...

Long back I was lovable and sweet
Had an innocent smile that won hearts
Little do I remember about my childhood days
But I recollect more from my childhood pics

I remember my Dad used to make me laugh for pics
But I had a friend who made me laugh out with innocence
He was tall, he had beard covering his face
But between those dark beard he had a sweet smile...

He was my Dad's friend who took all the snaps of my childhood
For I have heard him say... "I forget all the days toil.."
I laugh loud when he takes his camera...
For if I laugh I get a candy and sometime to play with him...

Now when I pick my camera, I think about him...
The days had passed like how the shutter of the camera closed...
I grew up fast and the years passed swift... And one day I heard from Dad...
That his time came swift and he crashed in on a freeway...

I knew nothing for I had seen none lay still...
I kept gazing at his still body hoping him to raise and take out a candy..
I heard his wife and kids cry and I saw tears rolling down my cheeks..
I had hopes... I had fear... I stayed cold... Holding tight on my Dad's arms..

The Camera lays still in his room... I still see Aunt cry..
He might have been my inspiration... For now I play with cameras...
I get frames... I get smiling faces...
Years have passed but every pic of mine reminds me of him...

Oh lord... I hear the shutters close and open...
Let my prayers be raised to your ears...
Let him rest in peace with you beside...
For my Vijayan Uncle was kind and sweet...

Did she know...

Late Night talks... Wake up calls...
She made my day and night...
For those days I missed none nor gained any...
She was indeed my support during distress..

We walked side by side... Remade our destinies together..
We made time for each other...
For don't know why we started running short of time...
24hrs was short for a day... so was for a life time...

Never thought life to take sharp turns...
Small fights were forgotten for we had a life to fight...
Time was forgotten for we had a life to live...
But one fine day she felt we had no time to live...
and that's where it all started..

I know I loved her, but then I had to move on...
World is fast and I need to catch up...
I cant cry for a lost love nor can I wait for things to change..
I just wanted her to know... You meant lot to me..

Now if you feel sorry... Now if you want to turn back..
I am sorry... for I have learned to live a life without you...
Once the three letters of you made me stand up to you...
But now it just brings me a smile and tends to give a hug of friendship...

Today you are elsewhere so am I...
We need to move on for there are people depended on us..
Lets make them happy and never be regretted...
As Life is once, we lived our lives for every moment with you I cherish..

Wake up for a new day...
Wake up to change your past...
We are born for a reason...
Lets be just to the reason...
Did she know how much I loved her...?

Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani...

I once thought God was mean...
When I lost, I thought he never cared...
I moved on in Life, with regrets...
With a feeling that God never cared...

Today when I turn back to see my life..
I see that more than short falls I find blessings..
I just thought them to be coincidence...
Never thought it to be the blessings of God..

After so long, when I started spending time on thoughts...
I pulled up myself.. I realized that its God who drove me..
In life when I did things without my knowledge..
And when it turned Right... I took credit...

But when it went wrong.. I blamed lord...
Not knowing he was the one who drove me...

I have nothing to boast... Its his blessings that made me stand up..
For he gave me parents to be with...
He gave me few good friends...
He gave me things what he thought would help me win..
I learned things from life... The best I learned through my falls...

If I asked God, "why me...?" I am not sorry...
For its those words that bought joy in my life..
He built strength in me and drove me forward..
Even Christ cried "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
And died for the reason to save mankind...

Today when I cry "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
I save none... But I save my soul...
It lets me think positive...
For now I am happy... tomorrow is a secret..
But I know, Lord would never let me down..
For I am His SON...

"Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..." are words for him to find me..
For I am the Lost Son of God..

...Love quotes once prepared by me for my love...

These are the quotes which I had once prepared back in good old days... these never reached my love and still lies on my mobile... These are words that just came out of my mind... it wont be appreciable... But it speaks words from my illiterate, weak heart... a heart which never spoke for it feared of loosing my love... Now don't criticize me... If I ever spoke, I am sure that even our friendship would have broke... Few of my messages are still on circulation through the great lovers who use mobile as a medium of expressing their love... I had prepared few of these quotes for my friends... Now just read it...


Hey Beauty Where In heaven were you born?
Did Angels know the time you fell to this earth?
I still hear them cry above?
Their pursuit to find you is in vague.
Neither Angels nor the devils will take you from me
In my love You will always stay.


When time goes swift, life gets shorter....
When sun Hides, night falls...
With u in my heart I can conquer time and Sun...
Sun would be my slave and time would be my servant..


Rain's Kiss brings blossom,
Early Sun's Kiss brings Life and Beauty,
Yet my Lips thirsts for your kiss,
It brings meaning and spirit for life.
Let the beauty of Your lips shine on mine....



I would die I would live,
Your Single word can bring magic.
I can create, I can destroy, but not a heart sweet as Your's...
God has made your heart for me, let me have it forever....



Love is a dish.
Smell is the passion, taste is the Kiss,
When served it is the meaning of life,
When held within it is the poison of life....



I care not the long days,
I care not the long nights,
With you in my life each moment would be Great...
I can walk miles for you, I can die for you,
Just a word or a Glimpse would give me Life....



To die one day is my destiny...
To die with you would be my luck...
To dream about you all day is my job...
To forget you a moment is my failure...
Love you dear...



Love is not just a word,
It is the rhythm of the Universe,
It is the nectar that brings bee to the flower,
It is the secret of Peace...
Above all it is the key that unlocks my heart for you...



Girl is the beauty of nature
She is the spell that unlocks hearts
She is the rhythm of heart
She finds place in History and in future
She breaks hearts and walks away without even turning back
She writes ones future...



Friendship is the best ship but a tiny hole in it can sink the whole ship, even if its just a bucket of water.



There is no friendship without care....
There is no love without sacrifice....
And there is no life without love....
True love demands sacrificed...
And I have sacrificed my love for your happiness.... (Now that's for my sis)


Sun is far from sea, still it meets at horizon...
Phoenix flies to Sun, but burns its wings, still it flies again...
The distance between you and me is really huge, still I feel you close...
You are in my heart, I don't have to wait to meet you...



Day is so long... Night is too short...
I want to dream and God is against...
My Nights are not mine, You have taken them...
My heart is no longer mine, You have stolen it...



Let my love for you form a rainbow in your path.
Let my care provide shade in your life.
Let my prayers protect you always... Have a Nice Day..



Rasthe mein kante ho tho utathe kyoon nahi...?
Dil mein Koyi aur ho tho bathathe kyoon nahi...?
Akhele bethe hum tumhe yaad karte hain padayi ke bahane..,
Mein... Mann ko rokh nahi pathe tho rothe hain sar dard ke bahane...
Phir bhi meri jaan, tumhari koi khabar nahi aathi...



Its madness to hate all roses cos u got scratched by one thorn..
To give up all your dreams cos one didn't come true...
To loose faith in prayers cos one was not answered..
To give up on your efforts cos one of them failed..
To condemn all your friends cos one betrayed you...
Not to believe in love cos someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back...
Remember that another chance may come up, a new friend,
A new love, a new life... Never give up... Great Life ahead...! (This is adopted-I have no rights on this)



In the Mission of existence you often feel it impossible,
Then don't feel broken, Just smile at your destiny and feel confident cos you have got me to embrace you and comfort you.



Good Looks capture Brain,
Good thoughts capture Heart,
Good Actions capture place in History,
Good Love Captures Soul,
But I seriously don't know what in you had captured my Life....



The flowing river has a rhythm,
Moving train has a rhythm,
Heart has a rhythm...
Some friends help you to maintain the rhythm whereas some gives an attack.
You have helped me to maintain it even after an attack.
Thanks for being my friend...



What is Great Love?
Its when You hide tears and still you care for her,
Its when She ignores You and still You Love her.


When my life got busy, I saw a person waiting for me...
Even when I hurt her, she had no complaints...
When I tried to find someone to care, she held her arms open for me...
Even when I erred, She said.... "Son you will never be wrong for God is beside you"...
She said nothing when I got home with a report card that had an "E"...
I had seen her in her prayer room... With a smile she strengthened me...
With a gesture she corrected me... And her prayers were not in vain...
I made it... For I knew whoever parts, my Mom would stay by...
Cos she had loved me the moment I was in her womb...
And I only loved her the moment I opened my eyes...
Mom I love you....

Please Approach with Caution for here lies the dead who has sold his heart to his lady and the soul to the cupids in exchange of love.

If i close my eyes forever, i want you to be the last person i meet so that I will just have u in my eyes and in my soul...

These are few thoughts that just came into my mind... Hope its worth reading....

What I learned from my past relationships...

" Life spend with someone for a lifetime may be meaningless...But a few moments spend with someone who really loves u means......More than life itself !!"

" To PeoPle I FoRget, yOU wEreN't oN mY MinD fOr SoME rEasOn aNd YoU ProBably Don'T DeSerVe AnY tHanKs aNywaY... "

" Live life the way it is... Everyone commits sins... But not all decides to repent and correct... "

" He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals... "

" If you have a dream and really want to achieve it, look at the world with an open mind and you will recognize all the signs and all the people that will help you along the way...."

"When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you,
never give up then,
for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

When my care and love was not realized and cared for, why should I feel sad… I m gonna move on… For all who had took me wrong I have one thing to tell…

“Sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady...

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away”

This is just to keep me alive and to keep moving… for me life holds greater responsibilities… I have no time to make anyone realize who I am or how much sincere I have been as a friend or a brother…

...Few Points for a happy life...

Live with

♥God♥ = ♥Father + Son + Holy Spirit♥
♥God♥ = ♥Mom + Dad + Siblings♥
♥God♥ = ♥Ma Shadow♥
♥God♥ = ♥Ma true Friends♥
♥God♥ = ♥All Ma Fiends♥

let the pyramid or the hierarchy be set in this same order... then and only then would happiness be ur slave... God followed by ur parents and ur dear blood relations followed by yourself then your friends and finally your own enemies...

God strengthens you...

Parents support you, guide you and would stay by you as their love is the purest form on earth...
Your Shadow was born with you... Love your self only then will you find joy in everything around you...

Friends support you and stand by you... Be wise to choose the right company... If you are good and you decide to be good, even the company of the devils wont harm you nor would they change you...

Fiends or the enemies are required... As they help you to strengthen yourselves... they help you to find your weakness... It would be wise to keep enemies on watch as they are a vital source for improvement...

I m not a matured old guy... but my experiences have taught me lessons... It has taken me so far... I shall not turn back to see what all I have lost as it would only bring tears to my eyes and would let me waste time... I would look forward for what I can do and what I can be... I shall not stop till I carry out my responsibilities...

100 reasons for why should one stay single...

...When you are single...

1.You get the whole couch to yourself.

2.There's half as much housework, cooking, and cleaning to do.

3.You can watch whatever TV channel you like, without arguments.

4.You can get home from work at whatever time you like.

5.You get to eat the whole ?meal for two? by yourself.

6.There are fewer important birthdays (spouse, kids, spouse?s parents,
etc) and no anniversaries to accidentally forget.

7.Without a spouse you have can still have a decent social life in your 30s.

8.You don't keep catching every sniffle, cold and flu bug that your
spouse brings home.

9.You don?t have to live halfway between your workplace and your
spouse?s workplace.

10.Once you?re married most of your friends will also be married, and
coincidentally (like you, if you marry) they will mostly be staying
home with their own spouse?s instead of hanging out with you.

11.You can lie in bed in the morning for as long as you like.

12.Nobody sees what you look like first thing in the morning.

13.No soap operas (of sports shows, depending on male vs. female perhaps)

14.You can throw your dirty socks on the floor where they belong.

15.There?s no pressure to make the bed in the morning

16.You don?t have to worry about what the bathroom smells like when
you walk out of it.

17.You know where the bar of soap has been

18.You don?t have to put out Christmas lights if you don?t want to

19.When you?re single the lawn looks a lot better when the grass is longer

20.No one snores

21.Folding clothes??.No thank you

22.There?s no fight for remote control ownership.

23.Smelly socks and skiddy underwear are not that big of an issue when
you?re only washing your own.

24.On your way out you know that you?re shoes are right where you took
them off yesterday.

25.We can stay in the shower as long as we want and don?t have to
worry about conserving hot water for a spouse (or kids).

26.You can do laundry ? or not.

27.You don't have to shave if you don?t want to.

28.You don?t have to share your razor with anyone

29.You don't have to buy Valentines/birthday/Mother's day cards.

30.You won?t have anyone saying 'you're not going to wear that, are you?'

31.If your married and no fashion sense your spouse thinks you?re a
moron. If you?re single and have no fashion sense people think you are
eccentric.

32.Burning the food is not a big deal.

33.You?re not as accountable to anyone - if I want to do something, I just do it!

34.If you mess up your finances you have no one to blame but yourself.

35.You ALWAYS know EXACTLY how much is in your checking account.

36.You get the whole bed to yourself.

37.You can watch a late show on the bedroom TV and no one complains.

38.There are no unexplainable moods to contend with.

39.You have much more freedom to choose.

40.If there?s dribble on your pillow you know where it came from.

41.You never have to say where you've been or what you've been doing.

42.There?s no curfew.

43.You never have to hide anything in your shopping cart under other stuff.

44.You can spend all you want or all you have ? it doesn?t matter.

45.You never have to worry about saying what you think, or having to
pretend you?re thinking something that you?re not.

46.You can be rude if that?s in you?re nature.

47.You can eat what YOU want.

48.You can join a gym because you want to, not because your spouse is
embarrassed by the way you look.

49.If you get fired from work you?re not considered a loser ? just unemployed.

50.You can have friends over who behave outrageously whenever you want.

51.You don't have to worry about what sort of food to buy and you can
eat whatever you want, whenever you choose.

52.You can surf the internet till you?re eyes fall out if you want to.

53.You can listen to your favorite tunes in the house or in the car
and no one fiddles with the station or complains about your taste in
music.

54.You can spend all night on the phone without having to justify it.

55.You can go to bed when you please ? or not.

56.You can read all night if you want to.

57.No one criticizes the condition of your car or expects you to wash it.

58.There's plenty of space in the closet.

59.You don't have to pretend that you?re interested in what happened
to your spouse at work today.

60.When you?re single there is a LOT less drama in your life!

61.You can make a mess ? and leave it that way.

62.You can drink wine out of a bottle or milk right out of the jug
whenever you like.

63.You don't have to write cards on anyone?s behalf for birthdays or Christmas.

64.You don?t have to excuse your behavior to a spouse.

65.You can pass gas at will.

66.When you?re single your opinion is always the best opinion.

67.You never have disagreements with what a spouse when you?re single.

68.When you?re single you can enjoy great performances of gay
musicians and actors without getting that ?eye-rolling? thing from
your spouse.

69.You don't have to listen to your spouse pant every time their
favorite actor or musician comes on the television.

70.When you?re single you can flush ? or not.

71.You can put the lid up or put the lid down ? it?s up to you.
Whatever you did last is exactly how it will be when you return next
time ? just the way you like it.

72.Dragon breath in the morning is no big deal when you?re single.

73.If you?re single you can eat right out of the refrigerator and no one cares.

74.You don?t have to share ANYTHING with ANYONE.

75.No in-laws (this one speaks for itself)

76.Las Vegas is back on the list of vacation considerations.

77.Grow your nails, cut your nails ? it doesn?t matter.

78.Pajamas or not ? doesn?t matter.

79.Sweatpants and baggy shirt ? no one cares.

80.The best parking spot is ALWAYS yours for the taking.

81.Cooking your own meals never ceases to be an adventure, and never
starts becoming punishment.

82.You can actually tell the bartender, "If anyone calls asking for me
tell them I'm HERE baby!"

83.When you?re single you can paint the town instead of the house.

84.When you get home after work, you don't have to start work again.

85.You can tell people you?re single and not have to lie about it.

86.You?ll never have to trade your interest in miniskirts for minivans.

87.You?ll save about $400,000 in grocery bills alone over the next 20
years if you stay single.

88.College? You didn?t pay for yours so why would you volunteer to pay
for someone else?s?

89.When you?re single you get to keep ALL the money.

90.When you?re single you get to hold the actual credit card and not just the bill.

91.If you are so inclined you can see a different face when you wake
up in the morning, every day of the week!

92.When you?re single going to a strip club doesn't have to be a covert mission.

93.You can come home drunk and not have to pretend you?re sober.

94.You can use your own name at hotels.

95.When you?re single you can tell the person criticizing your driving
to ?get out!?

96.When asked for their opinion, a single person can say "Yeah?you ARE fat!".

97.When you?re single you can lick the spoon and keep on stirring like
nothing happened.

98.When you?re single you never miss all the things you used to be
able to do before you got married.

99.Married people with gray hair are thought of as old and tired, but
single people with gray hair are considered wise and distinguished.

100.Finally, when you?re single you can enjoy the silence any time you want