Lets be the change we always wanted...

Woke up in the middle of the night...
And I blamed the Power department...
For I lost my sleep due to power failure...

Early in the morning I woke up to read paper...
But the news upset me...
For I blamed again the corrupt Politics...

Got out on the streets in my Bird...
Drove hard to office due to traffic and poor roads...
Still I made it to Office and blamed the Government...

Back to home I saw a Man on street...
He took stale bread from the bins and had it full...
For he had nothing to care and nothing to worry...

I saw my kid throw away his left over food...
and I showed him the man who knew the value of food...
He searched his bag, took out a chocolate and gave it to the man...

For a moment I lost myself in thoughts...
Wasn't my son a change...
We blame the nation... Do we step up to change things around..

Who is to blame for the system..
If I can't be a change, why blame the system...
If you can't support why pull down people who act...

Wake up.. for what we have today is left over of yesterday...
Let's be the change and secure the future of our kids...
For if we can't change the world... The wound shall not be healed..
Step out and walk into people... For let's be the change we always wanted...

Sister...

I woke up in the morning and saw my Grandpa hurry,
Let's go son... Mom is waiting for you..
I rubbed my eyes and held his arms and walked out...
For while we drove he said, "You will have a surprise..."
I was worried for I knew not were my Mom was...

We reached a place where I saw all sick...
I saw White coats moving...
I stayed calm for I was with my Grandpa..
We walked away into a room where I saw my Mom lay..

I saw a tiny winy baby beside my Mom...
She called me and said..
Here is your Sister I promised...
She was the one for whom I waited...

I have seen Roger play and fight with Rachelle,
I have seen Neeta sing a song for Roney..
But she is a baby... How can she even play with me...
I didn't ask for a baby... I wanted someone to play with...

Years passed, now when I wake up I want to hear her...
When I want her beside I have her away...
I did stand by for all her needs...
For we never knew how much we loved each other..

Ask a person who has no sister to know her value..
She is one who lightens up a family...
She makes one forget all the troubles...
For she loves and takes care of all like her self...

It's painful to sacrifice ones joy for someone...
It's even more painful to sacrifice it for someone who doesn't realize..
I have lived a life for her, smiled for her..
Cried for her and have stood by her...

Now things have changed... We live apart for she has different life..
And so do I live a different life...
Some relations are tested by time...
She was a gem that got polished and now she shines...
And has moved on with a new life...

Years have passed and we speak on phone and mail...
We lived for our loves and forgot our blood...
The world is fast, but never thought it to change a relation..
For today I know the value of Sister for I have none...

For We won the race together...

Day is bright and I hear the birds sing,
Wish I could step out and sing with the birds,
I can hear people around,
The air around is heavy,
I hear the siren from the nearby factory..

I wish to get up and walk towards my love,
For she lay on the next bed waiting for our kids to part,
My eldest son took all out leaving us together for sometime,
I stretched my hands and reached for hers,
It was cold and our hands shivered...

Our destinies were written ages ago,
Back in school I remember the way we rocked,
I longed for every new day for I could meet her,
We were friends who lived in our on spheres,
And one day she said to the rest that I was her best friend...

We stayed as good friends and smiled from hearts,
It took me time to realize my feelings for her,
For I had never been in love and lived life of a friend.
It was time for us to leave school and we parted for good
I moved out and she lived home...

Life felt arid and empty without her...
For the first time I missed her and longed for her...
Her smile won hearts and eyes spoke...
My smile was handicapped for I had one dimple,
I moved from one to another to find her...

Every girl I met were sweet, but I tried to find her...
Years passed and my feelings got strong..
I had to tell her my love for I was scared to loose her..
Oh God, for I believe in Christ and she believe in Krishna..
But hearts believe in love for all Gods are love...

She worked hard and made a fortune,
For I struggled to win my bread...
But I knew I could fulfill all her dreams...
For I had will, health and God...
I thought for days and planned to speak out...

Dear, you were my strength... You are my friend...
For you know I work hard... But you don't know why...
Its time to let you know for all my hard work was to see you happy..
To live a life alone would be hard... And to live a life for others is even hard..
If I were to die tomorrow I have no regrets for I have told you my love...

The days that followed was long for we had no clue on life...
She spoke nothing... and the days got long...
One day she called and planned to meet out...
We had no plans to break our parents for all trusted us...
We decided to move on and speak to them...

She was smart, she was quick...
She won my parents and now it was my turn...
I am a man but feared of loosing her...
I stepped to her parents for they took me in...
Did they know I was to break their hearts...

I lived a life alone for I had no siblings...
I don't know the pain of a Brother or a Sister while parting...
I am neither a Father nor a Mother to know the pain of parting their daughter...
But I am a Son who lived his life just and has love to share...
I want the love of a Sister and the love of my In-Laws...
"Can I marry your daughter...?"

For the room was silent... I heard the clock tick...
I heard my heart thump... For I asked a Dad and Mom their love..
The wind didn't blow and the air got hot..
For her Dad said "She has grown... But she is still our gem...
We bought her happiness and gave her love. Can you give her more love...?"

Now we are here holding our hands out...
We had three and they had six to total...
For our love did bear fruits...
Never did I let her cry... Never had she complained...
I took her in my heart not to my home..

It wasn't our bodies that united but we united our souls,
Our kids grew up strong and they made us proud...
We won the race... For we were good parents...
We were good grandparents... and we lived in God...
For our destiny was written by God...

A bright light filled my room...
I can see Krishna and Christ...
Our time has come... we tightened our grips...
And the Gods smiled and took us along...
We lived together and we will live together
in a world unknown... We won the race together....

Her First smile....

We lived a life compromising...
For I knew she was my better half...
We longed for our life to get better...
Every moment of our life brought excitement...

Now an year has passed and I stand out with she in Labor..
I wish to take her pain.. But its a girl's destiny..
For I know that she would forget her pain when she sees our soul..
I stand near the doorway holding a rosary...
God, thanks for the moment of joy and pain...

I saw the Nurses rush in, those were the moments that scared me...
Now I see the Doctor step out into the hallway...
He heads to me with no smile and asked me...
"Baby or your Wife...?"
Oh God... let this time pass by...

She was there through my ups and downs...
Now she is waiting to deliver me our hopes and love..
The Baby within has not seen the world..
The Baby's destiny now rests with me...
I told... "Both... for they are the ones I have in this world..."

I see him turn around with a smile...
For he was sure to save one...
After a while I saw him step out into the hall way...
You have your world and your soul back... It's a Baby Girl...

I felt tears rolling down my cheek... I had no one to hug...
I held the rosary close and tight and thanked my Lord...
Hours later I saw her on the bed and my kid in incubator..
I walked first to my girl for she stepped into my life with trust...

I held her arms and thanked for making our life special...
For then I kissed her... It was salty for the toil and pain she had been through..
I see the tears of joy roll down her cheek...
Now I stepped out to see my baby...

She lay in the incubator for her birth was a miracle...
She had tubes to help her survive...
She lay still and then moved her arms...
Her eyes closed and talking to angels she lay...

Months have passed... now she is between us..
Growing up in love and protection of her parents..
She seemed to have realized her Dad
For everyday I spoke to her in the womb...

Her skin was tender and needed care...
Now I see her lips try to talk...
She cries and calls out Mom to feed...
One day she smiled speaking her first word, "Dada..."

I had mixed feelings for me and my soul were all alone
We had no one to share our joys in this part of world..
I took her in my arms and kissed my love..
For the blessing of Lord was delivered by my Love...
Oh Lord... I never believed my life to change for her smile is magical...

I hear the shutter noise...

Long back I was lovable and sweet
Had an innocent smile that won hearts
Little do I remember about my childhood days
But I recollect more from my childhood pics

I remember my Dad used to make me laugh for pics
But I had a friend who made me laugh out with innocence
He was tall, he had beard covering his face
But between those dark beard he had a sweet smile...

He was my Dad's friend who took all the snaps of my childhood
For I have heard him say... "I forget all the days toil.."
I laugh loud when he takes his camera...
For if I laugh I get a candy and sometime to play with him...

Now when I pick my camera, I think about him...
The days had passed like how the shutter of the camera closed...
I grew up fast and the years passed swift... And one day I heard from Dad...
That his time came swift and he crashed in on a freeway...

I knew nothing for I had seen none lay still...
I kept gazing at his still body hoping him to raise and take out a candy..
I heard his wife and kids cry and I saw tears rolling down my cheeks..
I had hopes... I had fear... I stayed cold... Holding tight on my Dad's arms..

The Camera lays still in his room... I still see Aunt cry..
He might have been my inspiration... For now I play with cameras...
I get frames... I get smiling faces...
Years have passed but every pic of mine reminds me of him...

Oh lord... I hear the shutters close and open...
Let my prayers be raised to your ears...
Let him rest in peace with you beside...
For my Vijayan Uncle was kind and sweet...

Did she know...

Late Night talks... Wake up calls...
She made my day and night...
For those days I missed none nor gained any...
She was indeed my support during distress..

We walked side by side... Remade our destinies together..
We made time for each other...
For don't know why we started running short of time...
24hrs was short for a day... so was for a life time...

Never thought life to take sharp turns...
Small fights were forgotten for we had a life to fight...
Time was forgotten for we had a life to live...
But one fine day she felt we had no time to live...
and that's where it all started..

I know I loved her, but then I had to move on...
World is fast and I need to catch up...
I cant cry for a lost love nor can I wait for things to change..
I just wanted her to know... You meant lot to me..

Now if you feel sorry... Now if you want to turn back..
I am sorry... for I have learned to live a life without you...
Once the three letters of you made me stand up to you...
But now it just brings me a smile and tends to give a hug of friendship...

Today you are elsewhere so am I...
We need to move on for there are people depended on us..
Lets make them happy and never be regretted...
As Life is once, we lived our lives for every moment with you I cherish..

Wake up for a new day...
Wake up to change your past...
We are born for a reason...
Lets be just to the reason...
Did she know how much I loved her...?

Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani...

I once thought God was mean...
When I lost, I thought he never cared...
I moved on in Life, with regrets...
With a feeling that God never cared...

Today when I turn back to see my life..
I see that more than short falls I find blessings..
I just thought them to be coincidence...
Never thought it to be the blessings of God..

After so long, when I started spending time on thoughts...
I pulled up myself.. I realized that its God who drove me..
In life when I did things without my knowledge..
And when it turned Right... I took credit...

But when it went wrong.. I blamed lord...
Not knowing he was the one who drove me...

I have nothing to boast... Its his blessings that made me stand up..
For he gave me parents to be with...
He gave me few good friends...
He gave me things what he thought would help me win..
I learned things from life... The best I learned through my falls...

If I asked God, "why me...?" I am not sorry...
For its those words that bought joy in my life..
He built strength in me and drove me forward..
Even Christ cried "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
And died for the reason to save mankind...

Today when I cry "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."
I save none... But I save my soul...
It lets me think positive...
For now I am happy... tomorrow is a secret..
But I know, Lord would never let me down..
For I am His SON...

"Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..." are words for him to find me..
For I am the Lost Son of God..

...Love quotes once prepared by me for my love...

These are the quotes which I had once prepared back in good old days... these never reached my love and still lies on my mobile... These are words that just came out of my mind... it wont be appreciable... But it speaks words from my illiterate, weak heart... a heart which never spoke for it feared of loosing my love... Now don't criticize me... If I ever spoke, I am sure that even our friendship would have broke... Few of my messages are still on circulation through the great lovers who use mobile as a medium of expressing their love... I had prepared few of these quotes for my friends... Now just read it...


Hey Beauty Where In heaven were you born?
Did Angels know the time you fell to this earth?
I still hear them cry above?
Their pursuit to find you is in vague.
Neither Angels nor the devils will take you from me
In my love You will always stay.


When time goes swift, life gets shorter....
When sun Hides, night falls...
With u in my heart I can conquer time and Sun...
Sun would be my slave and time would be my servant..


Rain's Kiss brings blossom,
Early Sun's Kiss brings Life and Beauty,
Yet my Lips thirsts for your kiss,
It brings meaning and spirit for life.
Let the beauty of Your lips shine on mine....



I would die I would live,
Your Single word can bring magic.
I can create, I can destroy, but not a heart sweet as Your's...
God has made your heart for me, let me have it forever....



Love is a dish.
Smell is the passion, taste is the Kiss,
When served it is the meaning of life,
When held within it is the poison of life....



I care not the long days,
I care not the long nights,
With you in my life each moment would be Great...
I can walk miles for you, I can die for you,
Just a word or a Glimpse would give me Life....



To die one day is my destiny...
To die with you would be my luck...
To dream about you all day is my job...
To forget you a moment is my failure...
Love you dear...



Love is not just a word,
It is the rhythm of the Universe,
It is the nectar that brings bee to the flower,
It is the secret of Peace...
Above all it is the key that unlocks my heart for you...



Girl is the beauty of nature
She is the spell that unlocks hearts
She is the rhythm of heart
She finds place in History and in future
She breaks hearts and walks away without even turning back
She writes ones future...



Friendship is the best ship but a tiny hole in it can sink the whole ship, even if its just a bucket of water.



There is no friendship without care....
There is no love without sacrifice....
And there is no life without love....
True love demands sacrificed...
And I have sacrificed my love for your happiness.... (Now that's for my sis)


Sun is far from sea, still it meets at horizon...
Phoenix flies to Sun, but burns its wings, still it flies again...
The distance between you and me is really huge, still I feel you close...
You are in my heart, I don't have to wait to meet you...



Day is so long... Night is too short...
I want to dream and God is against...
My Nights are not mine, You have taken them...
My heart is no longer mine, You have stolen it...



Let my love for you form a rainbow in your path.
Let my care provide shade in your life.
Let my prayers protect you always... Have a Nice Day..



Rasthe mein kante ho tho utathe kyoon nahi...?
Dil mein Koyi aur ho tho bathathe kyoon nahi...?
Akhele bethe hum tumhe yaad karte hain padayi ke bahane..,
Mein... Mann ko rokh nahi pathe tho rothe hain sar dard ke bahane...
Phir bhi meri jaan, tumhari koi khabar nahi aathi...



Its madness to hate all roses cos u got scratched by one thorn..
To give up all your dreams cos one didn't come true...
To loose faith in prayers cos one was not answered..
To give up on your efforts cos one of them failed..
To condemn all your friends cos one betrayed you...
Not to believe in love cos someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back...
Remember that another chance may come up, a new friend,
A new love, a new life... Never give up... Great Life ahead...! (This is adopted-I have no rights on this)



In the Mission of existence you often feel it impossible,
Then don't feel broken, Just smile at your destiny and feel confident cos you have got me to embrace you and comfort you.



Good Looks capture Brain,
Good thoughts capture Heart,
Good Actions capture place in History,
Good Love Captures Soul,
But I seriously don't know what in you had captured my Life....



The flowing river has a rhythm,
Moving train has a rhythm,
Heart has a rhythm...
Some friends help you to maintain the rhythm whereas some gives an attack.
You have helped me to maintain it even after an attack.
Thanks for being my friend...



What is Great Love?
Its when You hide tears and still you care for her,
Its when She ignores You and still You Love her.


When my life got busy, I saw a person waiting for me...
Even when I hurt her, she had no complaints...
When I tried to find someone to care, she held her arms open for me...
Even when I erred, She said.... "Son you will never be wrong for God is beside you"...
She said nothing when I got home with a report card that had an "E"...
I had seen her in her prayer room... With a smile she strengthened me...
With a gesture she corrected me... And her prayers were not in vain...
I made it... For I knew whoever parts, my Mom would stay by...
Cos she had loved me the moment I was in her womb...
And I only loved her the moment I opened my eyes...
Mom I love you....

Please Approach with Caution for here lies the dead who has sold his heart to his lady and the soul to the cupids in exchange of love.

If i close my eyes forever, i want you to be the last person i meet so that I will just have u in my eyes and in my soul...

These are few thoughts that just came into my mind... Hope its worth reading....

What I learned from my past relationships...

" Life spend with someone for a lifetime may be meaningless...But a few moments spend with someone who really loves u means......More than life itself !!"

" To PeoPle I FoRget, yOU wEreN't oN mY MinD fOr SoME rEasOn aNd YoU ProBably Don'T DeSerVe AnY tHanKs aNywaY... "

" Live life the way it is... Everyone commits sins... But not all decides to repent and correct... "

" He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals... "

" If you have a dream and really want to achieve it, look at the world with an open mind and you will recognize all the signs and all the people that will help you along the way...."

"When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you,
never give up then,
for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

When my care and love was not realized and cared for, why should I feel sad… I m gonna move on… For all who had took me wrong I have one thing to tell…

“Sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady...

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away”

This is just to keep me alive and to keep moving… for me life holds greater responsibilities… I have no time to make anyone realize who I am or how much sincere I have been as a friend or a brother…

...Few Points for a happy life...

Live with

♥God♥ = ♥Father + Son + Holy Spirit♥
♥God♥ = ♥Mom + Dad + Siblings♥
♥God♥ = ♥Ma Shadow♥
♥God♥ = ♥Ma true Friends♥
♥God♥ = ♥All Ma Fiends♥

let the pyramid or the hierarchy be set in this same order... then and only then would happiness be ur slave... God followed by ur parents and ur dear blood relations followed by yourself then your friends and finally your own enemies...

God strengthens you...

Parents support you, guide you and would stay by you as their love is the purest form on earth...
Your Shadow was born with you... Love your self only then will you find joy in everything around you...

Friends support you and stand by you... Be wise to choose the right company... If you are good and you decide to be good, even the company of the devils wont harm you nor would they change you...

Fiends or the enemies are required... As they help you to strengthen yourselves... they help you to find your weakness... It would be wise to keep enemies on watch as they are a vital source for improvement...

I m not a matured old guy... but my experiences have taught me lessons... It has taken me so far... I shall not turn back to see what all I have lost as it would only bring tears to my eyes and would let me waste time... I would look forward for what I can do and what I can be... I shall not stop till I carry out my responsibilities...